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It seems I can do nothing right. After an argument this morning, I attempted to make things right by going to visit my love. I knew here boss was supposed to be there. So, I drove to her work and the only car there was ours. So I figured he wasn't there as of yet. Well he was and it seems I am in trouble over that. I hope not because I was attempting to bring a peace offering. I wasn't trying to get her in trouble or whatever, and her boss didn't even see me but once again I can do nothing right. So I plan on just cleaning the house all day and nothing more. I just miss the way we were. Sometimes I wonder if we are even close anymore. There has been so much shit happening the past few weeks that I seem to have over looked her and somethings were she really needs me. I let my meaningless battle at work become something more than a problem but an all consuming thing. I have left her out.I have been dragging that shit home everyday. Instead of leaving it were t should stay. I seem to have straightened shit out at work a bit, now it is time to fix the shit at home. I just hope it isn't to late.

En.Ki